Oct 9, 2007

I had a dream last night that I went to the bathroom and noticed there was blood on my panties. While I was sitting there I passed a sac. I plunged my hand into the cold water and pulled it out. Inside there was a tiny little baby with fat cheeks smiling at me.

I woke up to cramps. This afternoon when I went to the bathroom and wiped there it was. Red is never a good color my friends. I am terrified my baby has died. I have an appointment tomorrow. Its going to be a long night.

14 comments:

AwkwardMoments said...

I am saying many many prayers for you Right now

Joy said...

Shit.

double shit, cause I can't think of anything else to say.

I'll pray with all my heart..


Trish

Mommy Someday said...

Good luck! Will be praying and sending positive thoughts your way... If things get worse, you can always go to the ER for reassurance...

Natalie said...

Gawd, I'm soooooo hoping for you that this is just a blip - that the red is scary but not bad. I'm thinking good thoughts for you.

Anonymous said...

Good luck tomorrow. I am sure it must be terrifying.

Christy said...

I know what it's like to dream the dream and then live it. I hope it doesn't really turn out that way for you. I'm holding a good thought for you.

Nica said...

fingers clossed...

Amanda said...

I'm thinking of you and sending happy thoughts your way.

Kate said...

I hope everything is ok....

Sunny Jenny said...

I am so sorry. I hope everything is okay.

Elaine said...

Praying, praying, and praying!

Erin said...

I'm just hoping and praying that the baby is fine, and that it was just some random bleeding. My thoughts are with you--update us when you can.

K said...

I'm hoping you and baby are both fine. Will be thinking of you.

ultimatejourney said...

Oh my gosh, I hope everything turns out fine.