I had a dream last night that I went to the bathroom and noticed there was blood on my panties. While I was sitting there I passed a sac. I plunged my hand into the cold water and pulled it out. Inside there was a tiny little baby with fat cheeks smiling at me.
I woke up to cramps. This afternoon when I went to the bathroom and wiped there it was. Red is never a good color my friends. I am terrified my baby has died. I have an appointment tomorrow. Its going to be a long night.
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The story so far
Its long and boring people so here are the highlights
*started ttc 2001
*thanks to weightloss (90lbs) started ovulating regularly 2005
*April `06 HSG...alls good in the hood
*mr.fatty's SA comes back with high numbers, but a lil low on volume
*September `06 start femara
*November `06 BFP!!!!!!
*November`06 miscarriage...so sad
*December `06 back on the femara train
*June `07 femara + IUI #1...great numbers...BFN
*July `07 femara +IUI #2...even better....BFN
*August `07 soy isoflavones + IUI #3...great SA again but timing sucked...holy crap BFP
*started ttc 2001
*thanks to weightloss (90lbs) started ovulating regularly 2005
*April `06 HSG...alls good in the hood
*mr.fatty's SA comes back with high numbers, but a lil low on volume
*September `06 start femara
*November `06 BFP!!!!!!
*November`06 miscarriage...so sad
*December `06 back on the femara train
*June `07 femara + IUI #1...great numbers...BFN
*July `07 femara +IUI #2...even better....BFN
*August `07 soy isoflavones + IUI #3...great SA again but timing sucked...holy crap BFP
14 comments:
I am saying many many prayers for you Right now
Shit.
double shit, cause I can't think of anything else to say.
I'll pray with all my heart..
Trish
Good luck! Will be praying and sending positive thoughts your way... If things get worse, you can always go to the ER for reassurance...
Gawd, I'm soooooo hoping for you that this is just a blip - that the red is scary but not bad. I'm thinking good thoughts for you.
Good luck tomorrow. I am sure it must be terrifying.
I know what it's like to dream the dream and then live it. I hope it doesn't really turn out that way for you. I'm holding a good thought for you.
fingers clossed...
I'm thinking of you and sending happy thoughts your way.
I hope everything is ok....
I am so sorry. I hope everything is okay.
Praying, praying, and praying!
I'm just hoping and praying that the baby is fine, and that it was just some random bleeding. My thoughts are with you--update us when you can.
I'm hoping you and baby are both fine. Will be thinking of you.
Oh my gosh, I hope everything turns out fine.
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