Today I am sad
Today I am not where I thought I would be in my life
Today I cannot give my husband what he needs
Today I cannot make my son feel good about himself
Today I did not do anything to better myself
Today is just like yesterday and tomorrow
Today my dreams haunted me again
Today I just want to sleep and cry
Today I feel like putting horrible things into my body
Today I do not feel like hugging
Today I do not feel like kissing
Today I do not feel like cooking or cleaning
Today does not remind me of anything good
Today only reminds me of the failures I have had
Today reminds me of the horrible ways I treated people when I was young
Today I want to believe I am a better person
Today I feel trapped
Today is almost over
Today I will do everything I am supposed to and pretend to be okay beacause that is what I do most days.
Don't feel bad for me today, tomorrow will be better
3 comments:
I'm sorry you had such a bad day yesterday, my dear! There must have been some kind of sad bug going around, huh? I hope you feel better today. *hugs*
Sorry about the bad day.
I know about this. I can help my diabetic mother lose weight, I just can't do the same for me. And I seem to be the sort that gains five pounds everytime I read about food on a blog. Today, EVERYONE seemed to blog about food. I will weigh 10 pounds more tomorros.
And thanks for the nice comments and your visit to my site.
That is sad, I feel like that sometimes too.. You visited my blog from michele I think.. hehe
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